Tribute to starry dreamers like me

Looking at my seniors from the corner of the corridors makes me envious of their lives. I see spark in them. If we are earth, they are sky. It gives me a different feeling to think what they all would be doing in a few months down the line.Now i know that I dont have a well versed relationship with them, but someday we too would be walking that path(hopefully).In a short time,to my real surprise, I did make some great friends, people whom I've added as precious gems to my little treasure chest!These friends helped me be brave through my tough times and I couldn't thank them enough for eternity.

It really amazes me to see these people so cool in the head or perhaps that's my perception of them because i myself have a hot head!!
You suddenly realize the different kinds of relationships you've made all along, with or without intention. We may be holding grudges against some of them but in the end they do hold an eminent part in our lives.Just having a walk down the street is made difficult by the circumstances that we are surrounded with, and at times it makes me think whether I should yell out to the whole wide world what we really wanna do!!


Run,run and run, sweat out the last drop in you, jump,jump and jump, till your fingers brush the skies!
Leap and bound till your hearts content and yell loud till your throats dry! And of course have a starry sleep!

Perhaps even God did not imagine the day Adam and Eve took a bite from that apple, that some day these same people would be speculating on finding "Higgs Boson".

Maybe fear drives us onto the right path, fear brings in us the courage to fight, fear is what maybe making us do what we really are doing.
A really great friend of mine told me when i asked him, isnt everything pre-destined?
His awesome reply: if it weren't, you wouldn't be doing what you are doing now!
So true......and there lies the beauty..in those simple words but those sky rocketing thoughts!
Yes the beauty does lie in not knowing a particular thing and being hands after on it..to perhaps know what treasure awaits our patient hearts!!
Every relationship comes bearing gifts with it and this relationship of Friendship is unique in its own way, alas I am still a learner,beginner,amateur and perhaps would like to stay so for a while.....

To all my seniors..........

The sparkling seas

Ever stared out at the vast blueness and let your mind go blank?I'm sure you must have, at least once, though it is an insensible question to ask!
How does it feel?To let all the beauties of nature surround and mesmerize you?That does help you to realize the serenity your mind can attain.And then this tiny little thought creeps into your mind and you realize your insignificance in this world.Its the same feeling u get when, after sweating the crap outta yourself you make it to the peak of a very dangerous mountain, and look down upon the massive panorama! Just close your eyes and take thy mind to the peak of Himalayas and let the white cottony thingy surround you!!! You may feel great right now, so imagine what it'd be if you were really there!

So, as i was walking down the street from school to the bus stop,I was thinking about our country's current status.Obviously the first thing that comes to our mind:Corruption!
But what i dont understand is how can these people be corrupt?Please get my point clear.When any damn person attains a position which is very reputed, he naturally develops a sense of responsibility! Its obvious, isn't it?I mean once your out there you realize what power you hold, and that there are people who look up to you and that u shud be in your right head to take any decision! So maybe these people or should i say oldies who run our country have run outta of their appropriate grey cells that trigger their 'sense of responsibility'......Yikes..sorry people!!!!

Phew..... thats all folks!!!

So weird

Have you ever given a thought to what may be happening in the mind of a patient in comma?Or maybe when you  look at a newborn who has just opened its eyes for the very first time in this sweetly cruel world?What maybe going on in those 'grey cells' when one drifts off into the dark abyss of the so-called dreams? We just seem to take it for granted....all these 'weird' aspects of our daily life.Isnt there an appropriate explanation  for all this?
Its really amazing to see various creatures crawling around in the open, and if u have the observer's eye...u ought to be fascinated on those beautiful,intricate,complex yet amazing designs they have on their bodies.I mean these creatures are so small; we humans take pleasure in thinking of ourselves to be the most dominant creature on this planet..but when u look at those tiny little bugs crawling  around..its really amazing...I mean GOD has made them more beautiful than us,truly breathtaking!

Where does yesterday go?From where does tomorrow come and why the hell does it come?Do things just come and go like this?Innit it weird? Well i think it is.....m gonna do something to find some solutions to these mysterious queries of how the universe works?

I used to be an Atheist...now i say used to for quite a confounding reason.Things have changed since the past few years that has opened my eyes.... well not completely though.I have been so confused, and acting so muddled and lost and taking things for granted.

Then one fine day...maybe the sun rose in the west that day...i realized that the people i called as my friends wouldnt be there for me always, i realized that the kind protection i was getting wouldnt be there anymore, the sweet fun,laugh and mischievous things that i would do would have to be let go off! When these boulders started crushing my big head i started praying.I am not ashamed to say this as u may think i was an atheist then, but yes i prayed....i prayed to whom i dunno...to what i dunno for what and why i dunno....but i just prayed! 

And boy was i surprised!!! Things worked out pretty fine.I was at ease with everything then, things seemed to be flowing smoothly!!! I was amazed at how this little thing called "FAITH" works. My best friend had recently gifted me 'The Holy Bible".I couldnt be more grateful to her than any other person...thats the best gift i ever got as of now!!!

If u didnt get the opportunity to read it, then i must say that its high time u run to a store and get a copy.I still havent finished it...m just reading the gospels...but they have quite a deep meaning!!! I wont go into details but here is nice extract from the Gospels of Luke ( I dont know the exact words, but the meaning remains the same):

A shepherd had a hundred sheep.One of them wandered off.So Jesus says that the shepherd would go looking for that one sheep leaving the rest 99 behind.Listen then if you have ears!

So i take leave now and let u ponder upon that little extract!!

  

Goofed up!!!!

Ho ho!!! I dunno what to come up with!
currently nothing much has happened except that i won a quiz with the great Raj Kunkolienkar!!( a really gr8 guy)
Yeah except that nothing much!!! Though m missing my mum for some reason very desperately which leaves me in tears when in bed....but those just soak when i sleep.Ironically i have grown more lazy n not preparing for my school exams!!!
Gosh m such a lazy bum!! He he!!!
but now i wanna do things my way...i dont care what happens...as long as m answerable to myself n self satisfied....i think things should work out fine!!!
Well....m starting to have wider perspective of life n everything in it.Things should be fine for now.....but then i have those teenage blues in between which makes me question everything that m doing n feel that everything is futile.....i lyk to call it my period of "mental transition"!!! He he...i dunno what that means
just for fun.. I miss tom and jerry! LOL

Madam rides the bus vol.2.....the mystery continues

So quite recently when i was coming back from class, in a bus i sat next to an elderly man and at once he started talking about from where he has come n stuff.He was travelling places, had seen Mysore n bengaluru  n was now in goa.He was coming from Dona Paula and asking me whether this bus goes to Margao. I tried to control my laughter..but i explained the route to him.Then he's lyk telling me that  education is wealth.Ur dad,mum, sis or bro...no one can help u but education.And i couldnt agree more.Then he showed me some snaps that he had clicked and asked me wether his pose was good or not.he even brought some gifts for his kids or grand kids..i dunno.On that short journey he told me about his experience in mysore and how he finds goa.he asked me wats the speciality og goa n at once fish came my answer.So he's lyk "m a pure veg"."u know wat pakoras are.We eat pakoras in Delhi'(yes he was from delhi).At the back of my mind m lyk...wat does dis guy think...dat i live under a rock not knowing pakoras!!! but then i felt pity for him..again for some reason i cant explain coz it leaves me muddlled too.But it was an over all friendly chat.
At d end its lyk relle amazing. i mean u meet such people one day and they share some part of their life with u...n d  next moment u realise dat u may probably not meet these people ever again.

Again i say....insignificance of man in subtle manner.
I hope i get some answer to this mystery bus incidents that i have :)

Madam rides the bus

I dont know what connection i have with the local buses in my city.It may sound crazy but this thing is really intriguing.So one day I come from school and m listening to my i-pod with the ear phones plugged in my ears and its sorta raining.I enter the bus and find a seat empty next to this guy who was busy on his phone.I keep my wet umbrella on the rack above and tryna remove my ticket money from my bag and simultaneously change the song on my i-pod.So m in a kinda mess coz the umbrella above head is dripping over my head!( i know i sound so clumsy). So this guy finds me that m so stuffy and fidgety and asks me if m comfortable...i reply back saying yes.then d bus starts moving and this guy just asks me about the stop that the bus will make.I tell him that its the second stop.So thats all.this guys down t my stop and pays of my ticket.M lyk.'ok u paid good'(in ma mind).So not to be rude i just ask his name.it turns out that he's from UK n come to visit his cousins in Goa.his name was Jovi diaz or something lyk dat.he asked me cell no.Since i didnt have any that time i cudnt give it to him.So he's lyk ok, r u on facebook i can add u.M lyk ok sure....so he trys to type my name in his cell but then he finds it too difficult i guess.Well thats all..i say i'll search him n add him.But then when i try  about a 100 results turn up n eventually i just gave up.

the thing that amazes me is not what happened.i dont know how to say it.i mean it was really something sweet done by this guy..something that no one did before...no one in d sense people i dont know!
dat day was initially bad for me coz i was pissed at something.but this little incident actually made me feel better for that day.It actually potrays out how insignificant we are in a subtle manner.let me put it this way so that u understand wat m trying to say.

In a small place lyk where i stay...looking at it it looks that its just small n probably u'd know many people from there.but everyday when i travel by the same road n same route i always see new faces.this shows the vastness of the universe at a subtle scale.
its lyk the feeling u get when u climb a high peak n look down upon the panorama n realise how insignificant we are in comparison to the whole universe!!

Well if u didnt understand what i am blabbering about...den well i cant elaborate more coz at d moment m at loss  of words!!! So
Au revoir

heck of a thing

Ok so there are some kind of people who kinda get on my nerves. Eg some of my classmates who take extra classes and tryna show off in class and make me feel rather more insecure. Someone was actually surprised to know that I dont take tuitions and told me that other people would be more ahead of me! I mean seriously!?!
what is wrong with people?Isn't there any concept that lies beyond merit achievement? I mean it took Einstein years to give the world his "theory of relativity"; ironically he was a school dropout! And today these people expect us to learn the concepts within days that actually took years to be what it is today!!!! Could anything be more ridiculous than that? Added to the fact that when you go out there to face the society, people always tryna compare you to someone who has outperformed u. why cant anyone just appreciate someone for what they have done rather than fuss about what they haven't?
Secondly i dont understand the point in making us learn something that we dont like. I mean, you can live a long' peaceful and happy life without knowing the respiratory system of a cockroach or how some stupid fungus reproduces!!!! Seriously, its something worth to think about. why waste your energy when you could be doing something productive!?!
So back to those people who try to rote learn rather than understand the concept and apply.Due to our education system in India, rote learning is something that will actually take you ahead, probably till your 12th but then later in life when you actually go out there and face the real situation, wont you be the loser? If you can survive than your the fighter but then if can't ....what are you supposed to do? Keep whining about how unfair things are? Probably they are unfair at the moment..eg...a person who can really understand things well but cant express, is treated as a failure in our system....but its opposite, turns out to be the star of that day (no wonder such people are fat, wonder what they do!)I mean this is totally unfair right?
Why then do we have so many students commiting suicide in IITs and 12th grades. is our system this horrendous?
Albert Einsten rightly said that education is that which one has forgotten what one has learnt in school.
Some one i know rightly also said that education provides everything but strength of mind.


So now this is what i was bumbling about.Do write in your views and opinions and also keep posting wateva's on ur mind!

Confusion confusion!

Ok sorry for the delay....i was on a short vacation to my natives and had to celebrate a festival.

So the thing is that i left a prestigious institute that trains for IIT just becoz i felt lonely in there and didnt like the atmosphere much. Now i am regretting it...kind of not 100%. but i'm happy and tryna come out of my dilemma. I  came across this quote a few days ago: " If u have not made a mistake, u have not tried something new". Even if my leaving this place was a mistake, at least i'll get some new experiences,  and importantly learn from my mistake....try to work hard and be determined to get what u want. maybe it'll make me a better person and make me mentally strong.... after all i have to be satisfied with myself at the end of the day!!!

So guys leave in comments plzz and do post in entries if u have something dat u want to get off ur minds!

The Intro

Hey guys, I'm Pradnya and I've done this blog (at the request of someone special) to let things out of my mind, to voice my opinions, to see what people think of what I have to say and...ummm to just randomly talk about well.. random things!!!

So here goes,
Well friends mean the world to me. but my family is my biggest priority. i love everything around me, the people, the nature, the way things work out. So on the outside it seems that I'm a happy-go-lucky kinda person! but the thing that goes on inside my ' grey matter' is something that even i fail to understand ( i think einstein too will; just kidding). I have a different opinion for everything! Mind you...i always have more than 2 opinions for everything! And that's the reason i get stuck up in major aspects of life eg i fight with my best friend for reasons which seems very immature later. And next thing is that i keep my opinions to myself...and i know this is one of my greatest mistakes. I dont voice them out..even if i do its just with my friends. I need to tell 'em to someone more experienced!

So i'm running short of time...well thats it for today folks!